after so long

i wonder when is the last time i write here on this blog...

alot alot alot of things happen during this period of time...

sometimes i wonder.. is it true dat my life shuld look like this?

as wat elaine said... every opportunity is precious...
i never regret doing events in TARC...
altho i duno wat experience that i gain which will appear useful nxt time...

i wanted to study hard and play hard...
but life seems to be not as good for this one year...
我荒废了一年的光阴
i keep telling myself that 2011.. must be wonderful and great...

therefore i already start planing...
i wont care how stress or how tired i will be.. as long as my life is full...
not like now...

if i did not involve in dancing.. i might be a scholarship holder and studying in elsewhere on the globe...
BUT if i did not involve in dancing.. i miss 4 exciting years of life with TT people.. which is bonded for life...
i love everyone...
i have no regrets...

i wanted to go travel..
therefore i tell myself dat i am going to work friggin hard after musical to get to some places...
i wanted to go backpack travel... but somehow..
i am lack of courage to do so...
maybe one day...
maybe...

i used to tell people not to depend on ur galfren or boyfren so much
cuz u will get hurt when he or she left u one day
but now i really know how they felt..
cuz its impossible not to rely on someone if u loved him like heaven...
i love him...
and him only....

i miss my daddy mummy and brothers..
its mummy's birthday tomorrow..
i brought a santa barbara's bag for her..
i hope she likes it...

waiting for darling to come back...
i hope he's having a great time with his fren playing futsal..

i thank god dat i have him around me alwiz...

i will come here more often...
ciaoz