moments~

TO: MAX IDENTITY...


对我而言。。
一个密切得不知如何形容的名字～
它的一切。。
与我息息相关～


i purposely write this blog in english...
altho.. i prefer to write in chinese more..
~wat to do.. kent duno chinese...~
*yo bro.. thank me wei...~ *


another 2 sem.. i am leaving TARC ... to sum other place..
i would not rank that place as a better place bcuz..i think i am having a nice one now...
it MIGHT be.. who knows?
BUT..
.. a place without dance.. its empty...
.. a place without you guys.. its even empty..



MAX IDENTITY~ officially "established" for almost one year...
and as we know.. time flies.... even b4 we realize....
i dare say dat i appreciate every moment of us 2gather....


*remember at 1st we doubt that this team will sucessfully being formed?
*remember the 1st time we had our meeting.. at the emcee pondok...??...thinking wat name we
shuld use??.. we came out wif MAX IDENTITY...
*remember the 1st time Max I stand on stage with the champion cup??
*remember when we all rushing to the AEON performance at klang and ended up eating bak kut
teh b4 the show??


gosh.. praise god for giving us such bring RAM of memory...
thank god i remember every moment....


2day... we had a serious meeting.. i think its the most serious meeting we ever had...
while controlling tear drops from dripping...
my brain was functioning non-stop.. thinking for the right word to say...
cuz.. i noe.. any mistakes or misuse words.. can bring disaster...~


conversations took place... and alot of heart to heart talk...
i was beaming sumtimes tru out the meeting.. cuz i does not know that actually the spirit of the team is strong... everyone did voice out their own opinion..
AND.. we have one thing in common... we trust...~
altho.. we doubt that the future will remain the way it is now...
but.. still... we choose to trust and give our maximum support...~


i know this thing will come.. sooner or later..
but.. in fact.. it came too seriously fast and soon..
and the "would-not-wan-you-guys- to- leave" feeling is SOOOO strong...
but...i am not afraid to voice out...
cuz.. i believe its better to say than to keep it deep under...


i will be leaving...
i never know how long could this team actually stays...
and we wouldnt want to make empty promises as it hurts more..
i will be leaving...
and i am wondering weder i will still be joining in as a team..
joining ASTRO battleground with you guys...
altho i feel the passion in myself..~
i will be leaving...
all i wanted to see is that this team will still stand strong..
even it is without any one of us....


today.. we made promises... and i put faith in it..
believing that it is nt an empty promise..
that both you will shine but yet.. nt to leave us apart...~


AND~
i do not hope that this blog will ever influence your decision...~
and i do hope that you guys chose the path you wanted...
and also trust that we give you 101% support..
no matter what decision you guys took...
AS WE ARE A TEAM..
and we alwiz will be....MAX IDENTITY~

*this is our promise... keep it deep within our hearts...*