bless

today...
one bad day...
1st day of pnp sucks...
is dat an omen??... ARGH...
dare not think....~~~

not my finalists sucks...
IS THE COMMITTEES....
wat to do?..
i am not the leader of every thing..
therefore..i can do nothing...
sad...~~

lets see how it goes 2ml...~~
pray hard....

having a heart to heart talk session with the finalists..
does not make me feel okie or better...
i felt dat i was so damn weak...
not like CHUA...
i will never be like him....
~fail~

Magen came that day...
i was happy at 1st..
cuz he drop by to visit...
but after he commented on my finalists...
i drop...~ diu!@#$~
i am a loser....~

two weeks left...
hope all my dear finalists will really be 'awake'
hope they are aware that there is
NOT MUCH TIME LEFT...~~

BLESS US..~

XOXOXOXOXO