tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4185101107951770882024-03-06T07:54:05.437+08:00A JOURNEY THROUGH LIFELAUGHTER & TEARS, I GROW*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.comBlogger424125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-77059609066610159182011-11-23T23:58:00.001+08:002011-11-23T23:59:20.763+08:00i want a life....<div><br /></div><div>a better and meaningful life...</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-75072633902763967032011-07-08T04:48:00.003+08:002011-07-08T05:08:06.124+08:00第六篇:偏外篇~ 给你的一封信<div>致:~DARLING~ </div><div><br /></div>现在是半夜4.48am。。我彻夜难眠。。。<div>就爬了起来读书。。</div><div><br /></div><div>原来,夜深人静的时候。。</div><div>反而格外轻松舒适~ </div><div>———————————————————————— </div><div><br /></div><div>我们今天经历了很多。。</div><div>我希望,会让我们的爱情,步入另外一个阶段~ </div><div>我希望我们会成熟对待接下来的人与事。。</div><div>我不希望分手。。</div><div>但是,如果一段感情没有了未来。。</div><div>就算再怎么爱对方。。换来的也只会有更多的伤害。。</div><div>倒不如趁早割舍。。</div><div>—————————————————————————</div><div>从小,我特别钟爱“希望”这两个字。。</div><div>总觉得它的笔画很美。。</div><div>总觉得它包含着无限可能。。</div><div>希望这两个字。。无论字形,含义。。我都很喜欢。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我的人生充满希望。。</div><div>希望可以是很不可思议。。</div><div>希望可以是很异想天开。。</div><div>希望可以是很荒唐的。。</div><div><br /></div><div>不是一定会实现。。但是,我喜欢希望带来的美好。。</div><div>就算只是纯粹幻想。。</div><div>至少,我是开心的。。</div><div><br /></div><div>希望这我们有美好的未来。。不值得开心吗?</div><div>————————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>当然。。人应该活在现实的世界里。。</div><div>有些事情。。过去了就回不来。。</div><div>人已故了,也不会再回来。。纵使你有多想念,多放不下。。</div><div>虽然,我知道我没有资格说这一席话,</div><div>因为我没有经历过那样的痛~</div><div><br /></div><div>把思念化作一股动力吧!</div><div>证明给他看,你可以。。</div><div>那他也可以安息~</div><div>——————————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>人生也是应该充满斗志~</div><div>不应该限制自己。。</div><div>因为我相信,人有无限的潜能~</div><div><br /></div><div>别人可以做到的。。我们一样可以。。</div><div>也许我们必须比别人来得更努力。。</div><div>不要紧啊!我们更努力,获益的还是我们自己啊!</div><div><br /></div><div>我有现在的一切,是努力的成果。。</div><div>多少的汗水,眼泪。。</div><div>换来那丁点的经验。。</div><div>可是值得啊~</div><div><br /></div><div>我要一个又斗志的伴~我需要。。</div><div>一个可以和我一起加油的人。。</div><div>一个可以和我一起异想天开。。然后会很开心的人。。</div><div>一个可以和我一样抱着希望生存的人~</div><div><br /></div><div>我们一起加油好吗?</div><div>一段感情,要一起经营。。</div><div>才会长长久久。。</div><div><br /></div><div>~BI~</div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-63815363532679230202011-07-07T17:49:00.006+08:002011-07-07T18:56:21.723+08:00第六篇:无聊的一天又是无所事事的一天。。<div>读了一些NOTES。。。^^</div><div><br /></div><div>在网上搜寻到了一些新奇的东西。。</div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwNExTwmvANSOMwyPUpSUwkw9UqcLJoB1RdHMPnqbs2k3RyaDQX1YC9JlIiIiiP9kT-4IPDu86yVnHymljrB-me0r8w5jcxQ-Hwx5hFjnTOgfcTaOaSpMpiTRPyla6JCFin_sRbUYPWjI/s1600/shelf_corner_v2.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjwNExTwmvANSOMwyPUpSUwkw9UqcLJoB1RdHMPnqbs2k3RyaDQX1YC9JlIiIiiP9kT-4IPDu86yVnHymljrB-me0r8w5jcxQ-Hwx5hFjnTOgfcTaOaSpMpiTRPyla6JCFin_sRbUYPWjI/s320/shelf_corner_v2.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626548251620829154" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">看吧!我要这样子的书房。。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">另外。。也上网查到了一些 online & distance study 的资料~</div><div style="text-align: left;">Oxford University 的课程。。</div><div style="text-align: left;">正在认真考虑呢!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">拿到了一笔钱。。除了储蓄之外,应该拿来充实自己。对吧!~</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">还有还有!!!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1F21sXzHox7idXyaeUYxtqNSMzSD-uIpfMCOojevaFCSDJmZMi5hAW4IjiBucNHbq_fQjyZ0gCr5WhcCPWMiYLGgr79jdElJ6PcuAGsupC83gN6UcgrlNWmtedw49cz51J9FxSoFh13E/s1600/248499_2014295564760_1464945647_32222123_8020717_n.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1F21sXzHox7idXyaeUYxtqNSMzSD-uIpfMCOojevaFCSDJmZMi5hAW4IjiBucNHbq_fQjyZ0gCr5WhcCPWMiYLGgr79jdElJ6PcuAGsupC83gN6UcgrlNWmtedw49cz51J9FxSoFh13E/s320/248499_2014295564760_1464945647_32222123_8020717_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626550553048159074" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">...Charlie Brown Cafe...</div><div style="text-align: center;">超想去!!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: left;">there is alot of places which i hope i will be there RIGHT NOW!!</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">PLACES LIKE: </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh69VBhlP6t0v9gXmn00eQbQYbKs1Np7QfSvHZCzUQHFxGuXDD-Q9VNto0Z4nAi6LWszCnP_gabDZaPqYX4lwz2kHM2_sCjmHchGKlRTiUiy0jMi4dFrTv89aFYxsFpH1MP2kjThcR3fYU/s1600/oxford_aerial.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh69VBhlP6t0v9gXmn00eQbQYbKs1Np7QfSvHZCzUQHFxGuXDD-Q9VNto0Z4nAi6LWszCnP_gabDZaPqYX4lwz2kHM2_sCjmHchGKlRTiUiy0jMi4dFrTv89aFYxsFpH1MP2kjThcR3fYU/s320/oxford_aerial.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626558952575147506" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">..OXFORD..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3xiACp-l8SMOeQTrXzLIGzm2XN4st-ZtMk1VaxZKIL5lhfbRSuPFc97nLTEtNiyURZEyR8dooU6YektLk59QAMvMIFaCWBQxriYVHjxdUpZC6KyfbbwO1Ohu-NY1cF3YW-993ras5FOs/s1600/maldives2.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 205px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi3xiACp-l8SMOeQTrXzLIGzm2XN4st-ZtMk1VaxZKIL5lhfbRSuPFc97nLTEtNiyURZEyR8dooU6YektLk59QAMvMIFaCWBQxriYVHjxdUpZC6KyfbbwO1Ohu-NY1cF3YW-993ras5FOs/s320/maldives2.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626558947327313122" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">..MALDIVES..</div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHeO8PuOlGSqjbPFHaR0p7Ny5dm-8uBCkxX4m4CTOkap0p1rf__aEijUjVPoNUdbZ4-LAdckfxC0EQUcFXdfLZLlLgLod3jvaDcmwBIY7w_SFfGXMccAhoX1_0o63a-tJcw78Calbfv94/s1600/greece3.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjHeO8PuOlGSqjbPFHaR0p7Ny5dm-8uBCkxX4m4CTOkap0p1rf__aEijUjVPoNUdbZ4-LAdckfxC0EQUcFXdfLZLlLgLod3jvaDcmwBIY7w_SFfGXMccAhoX1_0o63a-tJcw78Calbfv94/s320/greece3.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626558944323007346" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">..SANTORINI, GREECE..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgind6OhNuNIvTfweRpUCMFr7Ti-Eg9BvdH03B7IUfe-6SrM_9oQAS7x-AoIQVIHLgOkg9louj0fb2ZI33zwMmO_PyTJt1Tsa_7wSvUpIA6hPef4_j_0v6Cwh9xa55Y7ikpGCAxt3Pgvbs/s1600/italy.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgind6OhNuNIvTfweRpUCMFr7Ti-Eg9BvdH03B7IUfe-6SrM_9oQAS7x-AoIQVIHLgOkg9louj0fb2ZI33zwMmO_PyTJt1Tsa_7wSvUpIA6hPef4_j_0v6Cwh9xa55Y7ikpGCAxt3Pgvbs/s320/italy.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5626558940085549554" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">..VENICE, ITALY..</div><div style="text-align: left;">MANY MORE!!!</div><div style="text-align: left;">Wonder whether will there be even a slight chance to visit these wonderful and awesome places..</div><div style="text-align: left;">places which are full of cultures and rich in archaeology and historical sites!!...</div><div style="text-align: left;">_________________________________________________ </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">跟他吵架了。。</div><div style="text-align: left;">我知道他为我好。。想要我留在家读书。。</div><div style="text-align: left;">可是我想念他。。</div><div style="text-align: left;">根本都读不进脑。。</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">我只希望他会说 “宝贝,回来啦,我想你~我陪你读书啦~ ”</div><div style="text-align: left;">看来很难~ </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">我只好自己加油~</div><div style="text-align: left;">哎~</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-12522430757205400542011-07-06T12:12:00.002+08:002011-07-06T12:40:52.351+08:00第五篇:记得我们怎么了?<div>我怎么了?</div><div><br /></div><div>我其实不知道自己要什么。。</div><div>只是我知道我自己不要什么。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我知道别人很难猜到我在想什么。。</div><div>我太善于隐藏。。甚至伤害了自己。。</div><div>最近的我。。隐藏不了了。。</div><div>一直乱发脾气。。</div><div>你很讨厌吧。。。</div><div><br /></div><div>当你身边的女人很多疑,请给她多一点爱,</div><div>因为她缺乏安全感。。一直觉得快要失去了。。</div><div>当你身边的女人很烦人,请静静地听完她要说的话。。</div><div>因为她要的就是那么的简单。。</div><div><br /></div><div>再刚强的女人,面对爱情,也有很一般,很懦弱的时候。。</div><div>只是,她们不会承认。。因为她们“大女人”主义很强。。</div><div><br /></div><div>认真谈一段爱情。。我获益良多。。</div><div>泪水也流失了不少。。</div><div>这是代价。。</div><div>—————————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>你说:“路本来可以直直的走下去,为什么我要想这样多?为什么要选择崎岖的道路?”</div><div>我说:“人生,本来就有很多变化,今日不知明日事。。所以我永远都是做最坏的打算" </div><div><br /></div><div>我并不完美,可是你在我眼中,很完美了~</div><div>所以我很怕会失去。。毕竟,好的东西,人人抢着要~</div><div><br /></div><div>哈~你们肯定也认为我疯了吧~</div><div>少少吧~女生在爱情里,没有正常过,也很少会有理智的~</div><div>——————————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>我们加油吧~捍卫我们自己的爱情~</div><div>虽然我不知道会走多远。。</div><div>可是,我永远记得你说的爱我。。</div><br /><iframe width="425" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/zisy4tlRAuo" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen=""></iframe>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-1012873322513455912011-07-05T15:44:00.004+08:002011-07-05T15:56:56.832+08:00第四篇:die laaa....~TA~DA~<br />Slept at 8am this morning... *gosh*...<div>Actually i did doze off around 4.30am.. but i woke up at 6am to fetch my brother to school...</div><div>damn it... </div><div>I guess i will be the next person whom to be admitted to hospital...</div><div>diagnose with a lot scary infections and bla bla bla diseases. </div><div>God bless me~ </div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span">*darling 不爽 me so late sleep... dunwan reply my msg samore..*</span></i></div><div><i><br /></i></div><div>Exam is around the corner.. AND.. i just managed to copy some notes..</div><div>although i just study according to TIPS...</div><div>there seems to be alot to study...</div><div>cuz i am not going to mess up this exam~ </div><div><i>*but i feel sleepy every time i touch the notes =( *</i></div><div>________________________________________________ </div><div><br /></div><div>My mind is full of STUFF!! </div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhokSC0xQ5g0M43XPJsMjYf6o4qI_G48DUflNsQBFV8T9zlB4J2W4hm_mZJAZfOpe7bmpv6XufB0_ty0aSx_HYxQ4rJn370XB6Nu2j4F7a31qKnsnCN6Gk-n7uNetZGAojzEZxUTjTTjok/s1600/ASUS_EeePadTransformer_4.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 268px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhokSC0xQ5g0M43XPJsMjYf6o4qI_G48DUflNsQBFV8T9zlB4J2W4hm_mZJAZfOpe7bmpv6XufB0_ty0aSx_HYxQ4rJn370XB6Nu2j4F7a31qKnsnCN6Gk-n7uNetZGAojzEZxUTjTTjok/s320/ASUS_EeePadTransformer_4.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5625772503073049298" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">ASUS Eee Pad Transformer</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >OR</span></div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIoqDz7jPnOuisgBmVcNwemoAe4-hDjdidjvi6LM-zbpB1vmzRCfJlOaMDiyax6LcRgf22sobGsXl777JQ9ZCfWNUCjOfEdRLCWVTpQBkiNvb1LnXKaV5-uC6RaQoaPyMawoYVHBXwISs/s1600/apple-ipad.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 186px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIoqDz7jPnOuisgBmVcNwemoAe4-hDjdidjvi6LM-zbpB1vmzRCfJlOaMDiyax6LcRgf22sobGsXl777JQ9ZCfWNUCjOfEdRLCWVTpQBkiNvb1LnXKaV5-uC6RaQoaPyMawoYVHBXwISs/s320/apple-ipad.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5625772498234435730" /></a><div style="text-align: center;">APPLE IPad 2</div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Decision making is hard!!! ... !@#$....</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >ANOTHER "STUFF" </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" >BLANCO'S TRIP TO SINGAPORE!!</span></div><div><br /></div><div>*arghhhh*..... </div><div>you tell me how to study? </div><div><br /></div><div>i hope exam is finish by now and i can do THESE things...</div><div>and also SHOPPING with my brothers..</div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >*they have been bugging me like shit*</span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" >DAMN IT!!! </span></i></div><div><i><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></i></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >ANGIE... STUDY!!! YOU DONT WANNA FAIL!!!..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >so suck.... ><" </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 241, 103); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; "> </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >p/s: Miss you my darling~ </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(255, 241, 103); font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; "> </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >♥ </span></span></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-73945029789403149722011-07-04T12:41:00.004+08:002011-07-04T15:19:19.070+08:00第三篇:希望~<div>今早当我在庭院晒衣的时候。。</div><div><div>一架飞机从我头上飞过。。</div><div>那引擎声,是我向往的。。</div><div>我想要坐在那飞机里。。在天空翱翔。。</div><div>去看看世界的各个角落。。</div><div><br /></div><div>可惜。。我没有这个机会。。</div><div>不知道可不可能有。。</div><div>只能努力的希望着。。</div><div><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgay3mow2eHDIjjN0mwjS8-tauyaZN3ufFanAvQVjTVZQFCGTo2orWTMZhjNeMnFmWa9uWIZWt4LBKSIBkOhnQXa8uCdx_a5tU7lgODXMFq78-pkU_3RJ5evsUIODchuH6K_ntluWhVNh0/s1600/images+%25281%2529.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 288px; height: 153px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgay3mow2eHDIjjN0mwjS8-tauyaZN3ufFanAvQVjTVZQFCGTo2orWTMZhjNeMnFmWa9uWIZWt4LBKSIBkOhnQXa8uCdx_a5tU7lgODXMFq78-pkU_3RJ5evsUIODchuH6K_ntluWhVNh0/s320/images+%25281%2529.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5625391905250977010" /></a><br /><br /></div><div>————————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>6.00AM。。载弟弟上学,回来洗衣服。。</div><div>体会到妈妈的辛苦。。</div><div>原来做家庭主妇。。一点都不简单。。</div><div>我应该要多多体谅妈妈的苦心。。</div><div>————————————————————————————</div><div><br /></div><div>看着弟弟选礼物给女朋友。。</div><div>突然觉得很好笑。。</div><div>我弟弟长大了。。会为人着想了。。不错不错~</div><div><br /></div><div>————————————————————————————</div><div>达令~我想你。。<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; ">♥ ♥ ♥</span></div><div>你在做什么呢?</div><div><br /></div><div>希望考试快点过~~</div><div>新加坡。。我来了!! </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-45823276347213264112011-07-03T18:59:00.005+08:002011-07-03T19:10:34.072+08:00第二篇:懒懒的一天<span class="Apple-style-span" >day 2 <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; ">♥</span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >整天发呆。。只想着你。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >原来思念也可以很甜蜜。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >看了我们的一堆照片。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >可是原来并没有很多。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >我们要更努力拍照好吗?XD</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >你在做什么呢?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >有在想我吗?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >——————————————————————————————————</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >把该读的notes抄下。。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >却没有心情开始读。。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >算了吧~</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >今天就放纵自己。。抄抄一下就好。。XD</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >可是明天就要开始奋斗了!!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >一定要考好~</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >加油。。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >——————————————————————————————————</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " ><br /></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >妈妈去了香港,澳门。。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height: 14px; " >多开心。。</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " ><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1EXON9IHBAGOa76_rFffFsvlld4ZEZ5Q9nQBFjc1ToXBeyD1yvFNuTIqb89FpNnKIpmDqu3XyuLt38Ftfp7bcBZP-pSGK9HO-A7bGf4SZlACwfYP34e8n-apNguCbfxyjRJ6wo-xPQFA/s1600/c455cd3c07aa4ccda9cd7f3402771df1_7.jpg" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg1EXON9IHBAGOa76_rFffFsvlld4ZEZ5Q9nQBFjc1ToXBeyD1yvFNuTIqb89FpNnKIpmDqu3XyuLt38Ftfp7bcBZP-pSGK9HO-A7bGf4SZlACwfYP34e8n-apNguCbfxyjRJ6wo-xPQFA/s320/c455cd3c07aa4ccda9cd7f3402771df1_7.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5625081045825263538" /></a>看吧~我妈妈多可爱。。哈哈哈哈。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >可是她去玩。。我就要负责做家务了。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >公平吧~ 让妈妈享受旅游的快乐~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >——————————————————————————————————</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >就这样吧~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >又要继续发呆了~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; " >拜拜</span></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-75262712205585986882011-07-02T10:25:00.003+08:002011-07-02T10:41:25.997+08:00第一篇:我写我们~我到家了。。<div>心里想的全都是你。。</div><div><br /></div><div>这两天发生了很多事情。。</div><div>是我一直在钻牛角尖吗?</div><div>是我把事情看得太过负面吗?</div><div>或许是吧。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我很怕失去。。</div><div>即使是用想的。。我都会害怕。。</div><div>我不想要分手。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我每次都会想,我们分手了会是怎样的?</div><div>还是朋友吗?</div><div>不可能了吧。。那份尴尬。。</div><div><br /></div><div>一个人的时候,就会乱乱想。。</div><div>没有安全感。。没有信心。。</div><div>不是我不信任你。。</div><div>而是我对自己没有信心。。</div><div>因为你太好了。。</div><div>好到像是不应该属于我的~</div><div><br /></div><div>你属于每个人的。。</div><div>你乐于助人。。一个优点。。让我喜欢上你的优点。。</div><div>反而,现在变成了我们每天吵架的因素。。</div><div>或许你根本没有忽略我。。</div><div>只是,你把朋友看得比较重。。</div><div><br /></div><div>还是因为我太强了?</div><div>不需要你的照顾?</div><div>我不知道。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我只知道。。</div><div>我也有很一般的时候~面对爱情。。</div><div><br /></div><div>希望这两个星期的冷静期。。</div><div>可以让我们了解更多。。</div><div>可以让我们找回那份情。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我爱你。。</div><div>不要怀疑。。</div><div>可是,我爱你,不足以维持一段感情。。</div><div>我们之间需要更坦白,更信任。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我们一起加油好吗?</div><div><br /></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-54896269479355758422011-06-28T17:09:00.003+08:002011-06-28T17:24:31.073+08:00原来我是女生~一次一次失望~ 为什么?<div><br /></div><div>已经不生气了。。有绝望的感觉。。</div><div>原来一次又一次的吵架。。你都没有放在心上。。</div><div>男人都是这样的吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>我也是女生。。</div><div>我也有女生拥有的软弱。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我不容易吃醋。。不代表我不会。。</div><div>我不容易任性。。不代表我不会。。</div><div><br /></div><div>给你的自由。。并不是让你忽视我~</div><div>也许。。我给得太多了吧。。</div><div><br /></div><div>偶尔的约束,让你觉得我无聊。。</div><div>偶尔的要求,让你觉得我过分。。</div><div><br /></div><div>不要觉得我什么都可以。。什么都没问题。。</div><div>只是因为你。。</div><div>我逼自己接受。。</div><div><br /></div><div>足球。。香烟。。我讨厌的东西。。</div><div>因为你。。我接受了。。</div><div>但你从来不知道。。我内心挣扎的多少次。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我心目中的男朋友。。只要对我好。。</div><div>老实说。。你不是我的理想情人。。</div><div>但是我就是对你死心塌地。。</div><div>不明白。。</div><div><br /></div><div>不想在伤害自己了。。</div><div>不想再对不起那些真正爱我的人。。</div><div><br /></div><div>如果你还爱我。。</div><div>让我任性一次好吗。。?</div><div>如果要你选择。。朋友和我。。你会选择谁? </div><div>我会尊重你的选择。。如果朋友比较重要。。我会离开。。</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-84159273667492584352011-04-28T23:38:00.002+08:002011-07-03T19:23:59.021+08:00<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >从什么时候开始,你变得不再对我温柔体贴。。<br />从什么时候开始,你把身边的一切看得比我重要。。<br />从什么时候开始,你不再为你自己解释。。<br />从什么时候开始,你由得我乱发脾气却不想哄我<br />从什么时候开始,你对我做的一切都不赞同。。<br /><span class="text_exposed_show" style="display: inline; ">从什么时候开始,你开始在朋友面前数落我。。<br /><br />你的一举一动,形成我心里不灭的伤痕。。<br />就连小小的动作,都会让我快了一整天,或痛一整天。。<br />你从来不知道,我有多么的在意我们。。<br /><br />那么,要到什么时候,你才肯承认,你已经没有像以前那么<wbr><span class="word_break" style="display: block; float: left; margin-left: -10px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; "></span>的爱我了?</span></span></span>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-9593223300668490332011-04-16T16:04:00.002+08:002011-04-16T16:09:12.050+08:00我要让自己习惯没有你在身边的日子。。<div>很难。。需要很大的勇气。。这应该就是住在一起的坏处吧。。</div><div>太依赖了。。</div><div><br /></div><div>试着不要一直SMS你。。</div><div>试着不要一直CALL你。。</div><div>试着不要上FACEBOOK找你。。</div><div>试着不要上SKYPE。。</div><div><br /></div><div>试着不要想你。。</div><div><br /></div><div>试。着。忘。记。你</div><div><br /></div><div>人。。犯贱</div><div>明明在一起。却不想要太依赖。。</div><div>没有的依赖。却说没有安全感。。</div><div><br /></div><div>对。。我犯贱~ </div><div>不想要时时刻刻想着你。。</div><div>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</div><div><br /></div><div>考试了~</div><div>没有心情读书。。完了</div><div><br /></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-7565561184370135102011-04-11T23:21:00.002+08:002011-04-11T23:26:52.260+08:00迷我疯狂想念着一个我不应该想念的人。。<div>想着我们的回忆。。</div><div><br /></div><div>内心很不舒服。。因为我知道我不应该。。</div><div>但是。。我只想知道最近的你好吗。。</div><div>好久没有你的消息了。。好久好久。。</div><div><br /></div><div>你还会路过我的部落格吗? </div><div>我知道我们彼此都有了另一半。。</div><div>可是。。我好像失去了一个朋友。。</div><div>一个好朋友。。</div><div><br /></div><div>你让我跌跌撞撞了那么多年。。多半是我自己找来的吧。。</div><div>可是。。</div><div>我希望我们还是朋友。。</div><div>我们的缘分。。就这样完了吗?</div><div><br /></div><div>连友情。。也不该有吗?</div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-36845448075601705612011-03-23T18:25:00.002+08:002011-03-23T18:29:40.720+08:00回来好吗?你突然的回家了。。留我一个人在这里 。。<div>又不知道什么时候会回来。。</div><div><br /></div><div>你知道吗?</div><div>你出门的时候。。我哭了。。</div><div>对不起。。我知道我答应你要坚强。。</div><div>可是我做不到。。</div><div>那种感觉就好像一辈子不会再见面了。。</div><div><br /></div><div>你回去5天了。。</div><div>我彷徨了5天。。</div><div>头脑里很多东西烦,但是却疯狂的想着你。。</div><div>不能专心。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我要上云顶了。。</div><div>好像是第一次你没有跟上来。。</div><div>唉。。</div><div><br /></div><div>快点回来好吗?不知道我还可以撑多久。。</div><div>好孤独。。好寂寞。。</div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-53119696018262989652011-02-04T02:27:00.002+08:002011-02-04T02:42:22.867+08:00看来,我要失恋了<div>我哭,</div><div>我痛,</div><div>我悲,</div>我脆弱。。<div><br /></div><div>但这些会改变些什么吗? </div><div><br /></div><div>有些事情,变了就没有办法还原。。</div><div>原来感情也是如此。。</div><div><br /></div><div>从以前的温柔体贴,到现在的敷衍逃避。。</div><div>一直告诉自己,我想太多。。</div><div><br /></div><div>但是,</div><div>你一句“你去睡觉啦,buddy 叫我了。。”</div><div>让我好心痛。。</div><div>我们隔着十万八千里,你对我没有一丝的想念,</div><div>反而,想把我瞥开。。</div><div><br /></div><div>朋友比较重要对吧?</div><div>朋友和你经历的比较多。。</div><div>朋友会一生相随。。</div><div><br /></div><div>你对朋友。。义不容辞</div><div>对我。。推三推四。。</div><div>你对朋友。。“牙齿当金洗”</div><div>对我。。可以因为“我很累”。。把我抛的远远的。。纵使你只在我身旁。。</div><div><br /></div><div>就算我们没有分手。。</div><div>但我有失恋的感觉。。</div><div>因为你已不在身边守候。。</div><div><br /></div><div>足球,朋友,名牌,钱,</div><div>统统都比我来得更重要。。</div><div><br /></div><div>但我觉得自己超笨。。</div><div>到处去告诉人家你对我有几体贴。。</div><div>但伤口只有自己暗暗的自己愈合。。</div><div><br /></div><div>跟你在一起的一年多,流的眼泪。。</div><div>比我活了21年,流得还更多。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我们冷静的想想吧。。</div><div>是否要继续这段没有未来的爱情。。</div><div><br /></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-3399296306388985412011-01-26T17:03:00.001+08:002011-01-26T17:03:48.014+08:00我们完了吗?<div>我愿意为你改变。。</div><div>只是。。一切只是徒然。。</div><div>因为你不需要我的改变。。</div><div>我在你身边。。</div><div>只是一个提供依靠的东西。。</div><div>当你不需要我是。。</div><div>我便是垃圾。。</div><div><br /></div><div>只是我一直傻傻以为。。</div><div>你爱我比较深。。</div><div><br /></div><div>一开始的感觉。。没有了吧。。</div><div>记得我是深深被你感动。。</div><div>你的细心,温柔。。</div><div>让我从一个外表刚强的女生。。</div><div>变成小女人。。</div><div>但现在。。</div><div>剩下的只是怨言和习惯。。</div><div>习惯有我在一旁。。</div><div><br /></div><div>以前的关怀备至。。</div><div>现在的冷漠无言。。</div><div><br /></div><div>我宁愿我们还是普通朋友。。</div><div>至少我们无话不谈。。</div><div>你说对吗? </div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-67524999205866730212011-01-24T17:33:00.003+08:002011-01-24T17:45:10.086+08:00~ 囧 ~第四天。。<div>好累得一天啊。。</div><div><br /></div><div>8am 上课。。6am就爬起床。。。</div><div>为了上那两个小时的课。。</div><div><br /></div><div>疲惫的回到家。。</div><div>弟弟拉着我出门逛街。。。累!</div><div>还是去了。。</div><div><br /></div><div>买了一件蓝色的上衣。。</div><div>回到家。。给妈妈臭骂了一顿。。</div><div>说什么“蓝色衣服" = 戴孝???</div><div>此事当真? </div><div>太夸张了吧。。 </div><div>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ </div><div><br /></div><div>无敌的想念。。</div><div>你感受到了吗?</div><div>真的好想念你。。</div><div><br /></div><div>有时候我恨我自己。。</div><div>因为我太依赖你。。无法自拔。。很不好呐!~ </div><div>万一你不要我了怎么办? </div><div>咳~~</div><div><br /></div><div>一直在想象。。462公里之外的你。。</div><div>在做些什么。。在想我吗?</div><div>还是在做猪? 哈哈哈。。</div><div>我想是后者吧。。。嘻嘻</div><div><br /></div><div>就这样一天过去了。。</div><div>~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ </div><div><br /></div><div>想着未来。。会是怎样?</div><div>觉得自己好没有前途。。</div><div>朋友个个读工程师,律师,医师,老师,会计师。。。</div><div>是不是有“师"字的。。都比较有前途?。。“钱”途? </div><div><br /></div><div>累。。想睡了。。</div><div>拜~</div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-56271349362944740612011-01-23T03:13:00.005+08:002011-01-23T03:35:41.469+08:00我想你。。 <span class="Apple-style-span" >突然好像写。。不知道为什么。。</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >你没有在的第二天。。我似乎经历了很多。。 </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >第一天。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我病得眼泪直飙。。看了两次的医生。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >觉得自己就来挂掉。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >又呕 又泻 有发烧。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >可惜你不在我身边。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >第二天。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >也就是今天。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我起床。。习惯性地想要抱你一下。。但你却不在。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >失望的爬起床。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >sent 封简讯给你。。让你知道我在想你。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >没有你的日子。。好难过。。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >倒数16天。。好漫长啊!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >区区的两天。。我过的并不好。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >不习惯自己一个人。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >所以一直到人家来陪我。。犯贱。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >好像别人没有东西做似的。。哎~</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我才愕然发现。。原来人也需要学习一个人生活。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >更重要的是。。我一直觉得我很独立。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >其实我没有。。。突然发现。。我很依赖你。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >不知道有没有对你造成很大的困扰。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >毕竟。。当初你是觉得我够独立才会喜欢我的。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >一个人吃饭。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >一个人睡觉。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >一个人看PPS。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >一个人发呆。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >一个人孤孤单单。。也让我发现。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >其实我的知心朋友并不多。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >只有你一个。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我想你。。 </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >很想很想。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >这也是为什么我不喜欢放长假。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >因为这462km的距离。。太过遥远了。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >不知道你是否也是同样的想着我。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >如果是的话。。我是幸福的。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >你也很幸福。。因为我每一刻都在想着你。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >在一起的1年1个月又26天。。我已经习惯有你。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >你呢?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我面对着很大的抉择。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >并不知道要怎样来解开这局面。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >靠“丁”老板的一番见解。。我下定决心。。要狠。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >希望你会支持我。。毕竟。。你没有在我身旁。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >这决定好难做。。哎。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >现在3:33am。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我失眠了。。</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><br /></div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-55458598249189596292010-10-17T23:51:00.002+08:002010-10-17T23:59:57.704+08:00after so longi wonder when is the last time i write here on this blog...<br /><br />alot alot alot of things happen during this period of time...<br /><br />sometimes i wonder.. is it true dat my life shuld look like this?<br /><br />as wat elaine said... every opportunity is precious...<br />i never regret doing events in TARC...<br />altho i duno wat experience that i gain which will appear useful nxt time...<br /><br />i wanted to study hard and play hard...<br />but life seems to be not as good for this one year...<br />我荒废了一年的光阴<br />i keep telling myself that 2011.. must be wonderful and great...<br /><br />therefore i already start planing...<br />i wont care how stress or how tired i will be.. as long as my life is full...<br />not like now...<br /><br />if i did not involve in dancing.. i might be a scholarship holder and studying in elsewhere on the globe...<br />BUT if i did not involve in dancing.. i miss 4 exciting years of life with TT people.. which is bonded for life...<br />i love everyone...<br />i have no regrets...<br /><br />i wanted to go travel..<br />therefore i tell myself dat i am going to work friggin hard after musical to get to some places...<br />i wanted to go backpack travel... but somehow..<br />i am lack of courage to do so...<br />maybe one day...<br />maybe...<br /><br />i used to tell people not to depend on ur galfren or boyfren so much<br />cuz u will get hurt when he or she left u one day<br />but now i really know how they felt..<br />cuz its impossible not to rely on someone if u loved him like heaven...<br />i love him...<br />and him only....<br /><br />i miss my daddy mummy and brothers..<br />its mummy's birthday tomorrow..<br />i brought a santa barbara's bag for her..<br />i hope she likes it...<br /><br />waiting for darling to come back...<br />i hope he's having a great time with his fren playing futsal..<br /><br />i thank god dat i have him around me alwiz...<br /><br />i will come here more often...<br />ciaoz*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-4571625972239153932010-04-24T17:38:00.000+08:002010-04-24T17:40:01.180+08:00很痛。。。<br />无意的伤害。。<br />无比的痛。。。痛得眼泪都不会流了。。。<br /><br />要你是我的绝对。。<br />要你是我的唯一。。<br />很难吗?<br /><br />最近。。。<br />运气好象不是很好噢。。。<br />什么事都不顺心。。<br />让它过吧。。。<br /><br />明天会更好。。*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-59477727081958924652010-04-23T22:39:00.003+08:002010-04-23T22:53:36.865+08:00<span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);"><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">某某一天。。。</span><br /><br />“啊。。你跳舞的哦。。哪一个CREW哦?”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">“我啊。。很久没有跳了啦。。我是MAX IDENTITY的咯。。”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“MAX IDENTITY。。没有听过了。。”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">“有啦。。 他们有参加ASTRO BATTLEGROUND 的。。”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“SORRY HAR。。ASTRO BATTLEGROUND 我没有去看。。</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“你没有参加吗?”</span><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">“没有啦。。有事不能参加。。”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“哦。。我以前也是跳舞的。。我BBOY”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">“是哦。。在哪里跳哦?”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“在FREEDOM咯。。我认识WC啦。。你认识他们吗?”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255);">“PEZ。。当然知道啦。。我知道他们是谁。。可是不认识他们,我有两个TEAMMATE在他们那边跳”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“是哦。。我去问看我的朋友。。”</span><br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">第二天。。。</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“喂。。你真的是MAX IDENTITY的吗?” </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">“HAR?”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“我问我的朋友了。。他们知道MAX IDENTITY。。。可是他们不认识你哦”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">“嗯。。。”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“他们讲MAX IDENTITY只有两个女子。。ELAINE和JOLENE。。”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">“哦。。”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">“你真的会跳舞的吗?不要骗我了。。。”</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(153, 255, 255);">“随便你啦。。你信就信。。不信就算。。。”</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102); font-weight: bold;">~对话结束~</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">原来我什么都不是。。。</span>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-22607531375226067662010-04-18T23:35:00.003+08:002010-04-18T23:51:42.534+08:00致:达令<span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-size:130%;" >21年里。。<br />我生命中出现无数的人影。。<br />让我刻骨铭心的。。却寥寥无几。。。<br />我。。常常觉得。。<br />心意无须表白。。自然别人会知道。。<br />显然。。我错了。。。<br /><br /><br />今天。。我告诉自己。。<br />我要学会坦白。。<br />不要让自己后悔。。。<br /><br />我要让你知道。。<br />你已成为我生活里的一部分。。。<br /><br />在我们相处的这142个日子里。。。<br />我们形影不离。。。<br /><br />曾经我以为这样的爱情是负担。。<br />但是。。现在我庆幸有你。。。<br />由你时时刻刻在我身旁。。。<br /><br />142个日子里的点点滴滴。。<br />回想起来都会笑。。。<br /><br />我发脾气时。。你总是让着我。。<br />不管是是对还是错。。你都会说对不起。。。<br /><br />看你熬夜读书。。<br />我的心也寒了一半。。<br />只能陪着你。。。<br /><br />知道我身体不好。。<br />医生报告出来。。吓得我哭得稀里哗啦。。<br />你会因为不知道可以做些什么。。<br />而留下男儿泪。。<br /><br />每个人说。。<br />你是一个不知道还可以被埋怨什么的好男人。。<br />我承认。。<br /><br />虽然你不懂浪漫。。<br />虽然你不懂花言巧语。。<br />虽然你不是绝顶聪明。。。<br />虽然你不会跳舞。。<br />虽然你和我的世界格格不入。。<br /><br />但是你的出现改变了我。。。<br />让我卸下伪装已久的面具。。<br />让我做自己。。<br /><br />在你面前。。<br />我无须把自己打扮得漂漂亮亮。。。<br />在你身旁。。<br />我无比的舒服快乐。。。<br /><br />谢谢你。。<br />5年过后的诺言。。<br />你一定要记住啊。。。<br />我爱你。。<br /><br /><br /><br />4月18日<br />阿BI启<br /></span>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-75252522523354333882010-04-13T12:57:00.002+08:002010-04-13T13:04:50.743+08:0052 days to go... till the end of my contract in KOTRA...<br />some how..<br />i wish to stay... and sometimes i wish to leave....<br />i will miss Siao Wei and Ms Cheong..<br />and also the gang-in-the-room...~~~<br /><br />at the meantime...<br />i am looking forward to TALENTIME NIGHT 2010....<br />i am happy with its progress...<br />shan yie did a great job in finding sponsors..<br />jenny is picking up fast...and i wish to teach her more..<br />wait ba.. i will be back....~~~<br />and of cuz.. EX TT performance...<br />tis is the 1st time i get to involve WHOLY in the dance...<br /><br />however...<br />everything seems to be normal..<br />nothing special...~~<br /><br />had some health and weight problem recently..<br />tyroid... endocrin...dont fuck..<br />jz control what i am eating...<br />hmmm...<br /><br />get my 1st paycheck ytrday...<br />brought a GAP polo tee for my darling...<br />altho he kip on nagging and say i spend so much money..<br />but i noe he is happy..<br />and that is enough....<br />he said he will give me a suprise after his exam...<br />*~~ waiting~~*<br /><br />enough said..<br />have to work edi...<br /><br />adios..~~*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-88740321452304455512010-04-12T12:26:00.004+08:002010-04-12T12:33:40.675+08:00~ YOU GUYS MAKE ME PROUD~~<div>又是引以为傲的时刻。。。</div><div></div><br /><div>在“面子书”翻着翻着的当儿。。。</div><div>经入了“ASTRO STAR QUEST".. 也就是“新秀大赛”。。。</div><br /><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPotA4ntDQsGF0Kau4JSNdM1gtRooWaQqET0V7_wa5HZbRRDqsKNKWEm8SavoctzcKOg0zZOf95tngzMAE-npmsEkwmqvMXWRAnp3Aa6EWwesQBGU_wmuT4AkrCrRfF_B1ZUMuTU4EUvM/s1600/24212_384652722607_53975537607_3747286_5055987_n.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 213px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459103624365820482" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgPotA4ntDQsGF0Kau4JSNdM1gtRooWaQqET0V7_wa5HZbRRDqsKNKWEm8SavoctzcKOg0zZOf95tngzMAE-npmsEkwmqvMXWRAnp3Aa6EWwesQBGU_wmuT4AkrCrRfF_B1ZUMuTU4EUvM/s320/24212_384652722607_53975537607_3747286_5055987_n.jpg" /></a><br /><div> </div><div> </div><div> </div><div><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFl6rAc-Eb55dBGVKOBXILKloVfCRDWqFxPa2Be5c8Qub1pwxkzygjO99BbwUBJhDGzNOXfZjXphgZxyQfFPHjepjIYJzczf_tcf-3v3-Vv1mNCXr1u2DKUeRMS47xwftubvCYcmdK-mw/s1600/24212_384652697607_53975537607_3747281_1946827_n.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 213px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459103610823694082" border="0" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhFl6rAc-Eb55dBGVKOBXILKloVfCRDWqFxPa2Be5c8Qub1pwxkzygjO99BbwUBJhDGzNOXfZjXphgZxyQfFPHjepjIYJzczf_tcf-3v3-Vv1mNCXr1u2DKUeRMS47xwftubvCYcmdK-mw/s320/24212_384652697607_53975537607_3747281_1946827_n.jpg" /></a></div><div> </div><div> familiar with them?... yes... Alvin & Ryan...</div><div> </div><div>TALENTIME NIGHT FINALIST 2008!!!!</div><div>again... they make me proud....</div><div>i feel like crying when i see them in the picture...</div><div> </div><div>TOP 15 finalist...</div><div>and FUCK.. why no one update me... CHUNG SING!!!!...wan die arrr...</div><div> </div><div>anyways...</div><div>LAST YEAR we have YEE MIN..</div><div>tis year we have RYAN & ALVIN...</div><div>not bad huh...</div><div> </div><div>as for DANCING.. we have CHUA JACKSON... ahahaha...</div><div>dat ah pek...</div><div> </div><div>TT NIGHT ROX!!!!!!....</div><div> </div><div>RYAN AND ALVIN... GOOD LUCK YA...</div><div>TT SPIRIT is alwiz with u guys...</div><div> </div><div>*someone please pass the msg to them.. lol*...</div>*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-38062629269339961062010-04-08T12:34:00.002+08:002010-04-08T12:41:35.561+08:00*posting live from KOTRA~~ *... (during break time of course...)<br /><br />i started work on 22nd Feb 2010... today... 8th April....<br />and i am going to get my very first pay check..<br />AND I AM FUCKIN' happy....<br /><br />i am going to buy something for my close ones...<br />muahahahha...<br />still figuring out wat to buy...hmmm.....<br /><br />PLUS...<br />going to redang soon.. and AGAIN!!!...<br />when there tis time also.. last year...<br />it is alwiz a good place to visit.... who will ever get bored of the beach?<br />the sea and the scenery is alwiz different to look at...<br />additionally... i have a mate goin with me tis time...<br />hahaha....<br />honestly i made a wish last year.. to go there again with SOMEONE..<br />and tis year i am really goin there with SOMEONE...<br />cant wait... LOL....<br /><br />its 12.39noon now...<br />want to take a nap....<br />time flies when we start working...<br />contract ends at 1st week of JUNE....<br />den TT NIGHT 2010... woohoo...<br />my schedule ngam ngam hou.... hahahaha......<br />samore.. damien coming back to join us... wakakakaka....<br />hell alot of things can crap edi....<br /><br />oya.. 1st May.,, go dating wif PANG MUN YEE!!!!...<br />wear high heels... wear leng leng.. go walk walk...<br />leg pain edi sit down high tea... woohoo....<br />shop for redang... wanting to buy some ITEMS....<br />muahahaha<br /><br />ok.. end it... SLEEP....*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-418510110795177088.post-88993260001729453172010-03-22T22:25:00.002+08:002010-03-22T22:42:00.982+08:00。你。我。他看着你的照片。。我突然觉得当时的心酸。。<br />完全消失得无影无踪。。。<br />仔细看清楚。。。也不明白为什么会喜欢你那么久。。<br />我说当年。。。年纪还小。。。<br /><br />男朋友从不介意我和别的“男”朋友很要好。。<br />这让我无比的懊恼。。。。<br />甚至。。有时还会骂他"你可以有少少妒忌的心态吗?”。。夸张。。==“<br />他告诉我。。他只妒忌你。。<br />我说当年。。。我不懂事。。。<br /><br />是的。。那时。。我并不敢承认我是否对你还有感觉。。<br />因为。。我不想要伤害他。。一个对我很好。。很疼我。。很爱我的人。。<br />只能拼命的否认。。<br />只能说。。。真的是很有够心虚的。。 <br />我说当年。。。我搞不清楚。。<br /><br />现在。。。<br />我可以很大声地告诉他。。<br />我爱的。。是他。。没有别人。。。<br />纵使有再多的回忆。。纵使我曾经有那么的喜欢你。。<br />也成为了过去。。。<br />我踏了一大步。。让自己从新接受。。。<br />让自己再去爱。。<br />回头想想。。。<br />我说当年。。。我无比的愚昧。。<br /><br />我看清楚事与物。。<br />我弄清楚自己的感觉。。<br />我搞清楚自己要的是什么。。。<br />我说当年。。我盲了。。 <br /><br />你。。无疑让我最刻骨。。。<br />我不会把你忘了。。就这样得让你坐在心里的一个角落吧。。。<br />对不起啦。。<br />要把剩余的位置。。完完全全的归还给那个对的人。。。<br />^^...<br />你也不可以把我忘了。。<br />我还是你那个笨笨的小师妹。。。<br />那个永远搞不懂春夏秋冬的家伙。。<br />那个永远不知道你那便是几点的蠢蛋。。<br />答应我要幸福。。即使我们相隔数千里。。<br />我的关怀和祝福。。永远会在。。。<br /><br />我现在很幸福。。。<br />我很喜欢他。。而他也很疼我。。。<br />我们一起幸福吧。。答应我。。。=)<br />一言为定啦。。。<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204); font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >张一平</span>。。你跑不掉了。。。<br />我定当年着你不走。。。<br />啊哈哈哈。。。。*GiE =)*http://www.blogger.com/profile/06500314650093477737noreply@blogger.com1