Fresco.. Talentime Night 2008

It has been 3 months now... every thing is over after that crucial 4 hours.. so fast.. faster den i eva imagine..

remember the day i went for interview.. i did not ask for this post.. still hoping hard that we will have a good program master to lead the way.... interview was okie.. i think..

the day to announce our post.. we gather bside the college hall.. saw alot of new faces.. well, this is the people that i going to work with.. still.. wondering wat post will i get..

"our program master, angie ng"..

i was still in my own dreamy world.. when sumone called my name.. gosh.. program master??!!!..
how can i handle such a big post?.. i am not experienced enuf to make every thing work.. slowly i walk to the sit that i had been ask to sit.. still.. thinking hard.. how can this happen...

end of the ice-breaking.. people starting to congrats me for getting this post.. they seems to be vy confident in me when i hav doubt for myself.. gosh.. wat i shuld do nxt??...

i remain silent for a week or two.. until the 1st meeting.. in swc room.. i noe.. i will be required to talk.. i called chua for help.. urgent matter.. cuz i duno wat i shuld say.. i duno how the meeting past.. but i remember well that the advisors had doubt on us when they get to noe that we are all gals.. (the charlie's angels).. and,, i said with all passion that we can do it.. I CAN DO IT!!~

process starts... planing for the 1st pnp.. at 1st.. i fel vy awkward to conduct the meetings.. when i duno all of the comm well yet.. but i get to know that some of them hav more experience then i hav.. i am worried.. cuz i am new.. but i kip it well..

1st pnp.. things was messy at the 1st place.. with OO booth beside us, somehow.. i feel pressured.. gosh.. we must be betta.. i was so satistied with the booth design... audition progress was abit slow in the begining.. but.. all the judges began to fel the stress when loads of ppl coming in.. altho we know that most of them came for the stamp.. yet.. we still judge them professionally.. Evryone was vy vy bz.. but we get to have fun and play around without forgetting our duty...!!~...

1st day to met our finalist.. 52 finalist sat infront of me.. waiting for me to start the talking.. chua did the talking.. and i just briefly explain about the contract.. not all the finalist signed the contract on the spot.. some of them hesitated.. some of them sign immediately... it is vy obvious that they dun really noe wat is TT nite all about...

training starts.. 1 month.. alot of things happened.. tears and sweat... being a program master is not the same as being a finalist.. now.. i get to know that being a finalist is far more ez den a commitee.. i.. not jz have to take care of the prog team.. but the whole process of the event.. from the finalist progress.. till the equipment for the AV system..i truly learn alot of new stuff.. altho i am vy vy vy vy stressed up...

elimination day.. the 1st time.. i shed my tears in front of my finalists.. knowing that i cant.. but i cant control.. altho i am the one who make the decision.. still i fel bad... they are talented.. but there is just something.. makes them not to stay... we all felt bad..

1 week to TT.. i kicked one of the finalist out.. the 1st time i really show my anger in front of evryone.. i can fel that the whole college hall in silence when i shouted at her.. i felt so funny when i think bac.. the 1st time angie react lik that huh... hahaha~~.. dun get on to my nerves..

Rehearsal... gosh.. i feel so damn stress.. "2ml is the day... we worked for almost 3 months... 2ml is the day!!!~..." theres alot of things and planing muz be updated changes muz be made...me and eugene wanted to cry out loud...worse when ppl doesn co-operate with us...

ACTUAL NIGHT!!~.. the opening was superb.. i wanted so much to cry.. but i did not... the night turned out good.. altho there is some technical probs.. but no serious.. all my finalists perform so well.. i saw them growing.. now.. they shine on stage.. they really grown up alot.. Finale.. i was crying already.. they are my finalists.. i wanted to shout at the audience.. saying that.. I AM VY VY PROUD OF THEM!!!~...

alot of huggings and tears after the show.. we did it.. we ALL did it.. all the conflicts we had.. its all gone.. mission accomplished.. i had a team.. a vy vy strong team.. to make the night so success!!~...

Every one said dat i am a tough.. but i noe i am not.. but.. i had learnt to be tough.. not jz for myself.. but for all my subordinates.. thx god.. u guys are great...

its so much different begin a finalist and a programme master.. yet.. it was a brand new experience.. tho.. i see different faces and confront wif different kind of ppl with different kind of attitude everyday...i also learned dat tis is the reality world.. ppl with mask.. but still.. i firmly believed dat.. there wil be still someone out there wud face tis world with a passionate and true heart..

WAY TO GO.. to all who involves in Talentime Night 2008.. hope to see you guys at TT09...

"Fresh and Cool, Dreamz and Show.. TT night.. SAy Fresco..!!~~~"